big changes.

This past week has been full of accomplishments, changes, and commitments. I think I am finally growing up, I've made some really big changes in my life and have completely committed to making these changes happen.

Commitment 1: I've decided to look for a church to begin attending. I'm not sure why but lately I've been thinking about going to church a lot lately. Edward and I share the same religious beliefs...we don't have any. I can't say that I don't believe in anything, but I'm not sure exactly what I believe in and I want to find a church that I can express my beliefs and maybe learn a little from others in the process. So tomorrow Edward and I are venturing into Albany to attend a church I found. I did find it during a Google search, so I'm hoping it's not too sketchy. I emailed the Reverand and he responded and seemed very excited about having someone new come and visit. So that's the plan for tomorrow.

Commitment 2: There isn't a night that doesn't go by where Edward isn't asking me when I'm going to get off the computer. I admit I am on a lot, and most of the time I'm not doing anything except a little facebook stalking and reading the news. So I've decided that unless absolutely necessary I'm going to avoid being on the computer. I want to spend my time with him, and not staring at the computer screen. My mother does this once in a while where she spends hours on her computer. Granted she's usually working but we always complain, so I know how he feels and I don't want him feeling like that.

Change/Commitment 3: I've begun to diet, and make a commitment to revamp my lifestyle and make sure that I am the healthiest I can be.

Commitment 4: Get involved with the community. I think I'm going to look into trying to get involved with a childrens shelter or some sort of after school program.

I think this will be my year. Actually I know this will be my year.

I am determined to make my life as fantastic as possible, and this will happen this year.

peace&love.